I
was young once. Young and stupid, just like all the other boys. Now
I'm old. Old and stubborn, just like all the other men. I go to work,
sit in front of towers of paper, demolish
them, and go home to my beautiful wife and daughter. Women are
smarter than men, it's practically
a scientific fact. If I were even half as smart as my daughter
when I was her age, maybe I would be
able to hug her with both of my arms today. I'd like to think I've
mastered the one armed hug after all these years, but I can't help
but wonder what it would be like to envelope her with two loving arms
instead of one. I was so stupid, thinking I could be special,
thinking I could be amazing, thinking I already was. Thinking I could
be anything but a stupid, snot-nosed boy with scraped knees and a
sunburn, just like everyone else. What is this grandiose idea of
“amazing” anyway? I'll tell you what amazing is; amazing is when
my daughter took her first steps, amazing is when she said “Dad”
for the first time. Amazing is when she came home and recited every
single president without even stuttering for a second. That was
amazing. What I did was stupid and I payed the price of stupidity
with my arm.